feel the sway

i walked to work today, mantra in mouth with a bottle of water in my pocket, wondering how i was going to find balance. i arrived to an empty theater and did paranayama in the back hallway.

there is more than enough time for everything.

and so i find myself at midnight again with miles to go before i sleep, knowing that nothing can be lost on a well-worn path - even if we don't know where it leads. i suppose the whole thing (life) is an experiment, but tonight it feels especially true.

i just finished a re-write, and there is still an artist statement and biography and syllabus and research outstanding. i'm missing a collage and learning a new computer and thinking (at times) of her.

the days are getting noticeably shorter now, and soon the weather will break. i feel the sway, i know it will fade... and then i will move onto the next.