What are you feeling?
the unnamed dread of anticipation
How often? every time i open my mouth
Why?i think i’m in love.
I suggest you walk jaw agapeuntil the taste of longing
dissolves into honey.
Take two teaspoons
and call her uncle
in the morning.
her uncle
Yes,
a dead Russian was born in St. Petersburg
the unshaven scoundrel of Minsk;
the fitful scoff of rose petals and tuberculin;
the dripping faucet palate tap
of rereading Lolita, alone
in a bed full of
play
germ
ism.
is the one i should call?
Oh yes.Part 2: commentary (Chapel Hill, dates unknown)
i met him on an unknown day in the spring of 1997;
he spoke to me:
Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul.
Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip
of three steps down the palate to tap,
at three, on the teeth.
Lo. Lee. Ta.
Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip
of three steps down the palate to tap,
at three, on the teeth.
Lo. Lee. Ta.
she was not:
or:
or even:
Part 3: foreshadowing (on a precipice in Carrboro)
i discuss her with a woman whose name i do not remember.
my roommate is next door, preparing to pretend to masturbate.
the room is covered in aluminum foil:
a different wall (Washington Heights, 1999)
on the table there is:
a mirror, a razor blade, a book:
my Lolita,
it was all in the name of art.
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