said none of the things i meant to
and listened to the surf,remembering past Augusts.
past beaches, past sunsets, past lives -
the long nights of late summer.
i sat listening to
teenage girls in white plastic chairs
the Septembersspent in love and alone and writerly at sunset,
looking for Mardou's silhouette on the horizon,
pretending to know the secret longing of Russians.
beautiful fictions
the arrangement ofmy thoughts
superimposed
over the women
i wanted them to be.
I superimpose nothing on you because you are dreamy all in yourself.
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