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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Still on Our Honeymoon... Prague, Day 3 (Prague Castle, Jewish Quarter, Old Town Square, Nova Scena)

The third day of our European vacation began at Prague Castle, which overlooks the city from atop a small hill on the northwestern corner of the city:


It was a hazy morning, which did little to diminish the beauty of the city, but it did serve as a reminder of the ultimate futility of photography. The camera can never see so well as the eye when it comes to panoramas and landscapes – the edge of the frame is forever encroaching, forever severing the image from its context, which makes it impossible to understand that this view of the city exists only because of the sheer castle wall on which we stood and simultaneously with the enormousness of St. Vitus towering behind us.  Nonetheless, you take what you can get, and always remember that while a picture may be more a thousand words, a thousand pictures are never worth a single moment.

After taking in the views we walked through the gate to the castle's courtyard:



One thing that really struck me about the trip in general, and this site was no exception, was the tremendous proclivity central European kings had for statues of clubbing:


And stabbing:


I understand these were powerful men, but it is beyond me why anyone, after a long day of battling Turks, would want to come home to these monuments of hand-to-hand combat. Maybe this constant exposure to violence was one of the reasons they felt the need to overcompensate when it came to building their churches;


Again, pictures fail once more because to truly understand St. Vitus' Cathedral, one must understand that it sits in the middle of the Prague Castle complex, towering over everything and making one feel immeasurably small in its shadow. I truly understood for the first time what I had been taught in AP European History back in high school – the kings and churches were collaborative rulers, sharing armies and communion without the slightest hint of contradiction.

I suppose it's important to note that this church, and virtually every church we saw on this trip, were initially constructed in the Middle Ages, that "dark" part of history where Europe was in decline and the East was ascendent. But the key thing is that they were built at the end of the Middle Ages, just on the cusp of Western Europe's Renaissance, whose ideas would finally make their way to Bohemia a couple hundred years later. In this way, these buildings provided a fascinating look not only at the fragile balance between Church and State, but also at the fundamental, indispensable alliance between them.

Also, they have beautiful organs:



Awe-inspiring worship spaces:


  And stained glass windows that set the whole room ablaze:



St. Vitus also has this impressive display dedicated to John of Nepomuk, the national saint of the Czech Republic who was drowned in the Vltava by Wencelas IV:

Yes, that is solid silver.
Coincidentally, the remains of a different King Wencelas (the "good king" of Christmas carol fame) are less than 25 meters away:


In addition to the gothic splendor of St. Vitus, there is also a much older, much smaller Romanesque church that was building well over a thousand years ago and featured the same preoccupation with human remains as we saw in Kutna Hora the day before:




I wonder about all these bones and skeletons we saw. Modern Western society is so far removed from death. It is something that happens largely in hospitals and rest homes, far removed from our day to day lives. And, when someone we love does die, we send the body to the embalmer rather than tending to the deceased in our own homes. This wasn't the case for the people who built these churches and cathedrals, who were confronted with the reality of death more frequently and concretely than we are today.

Anyway, eventually my yin and I made our way down from Prague Castle, elbow to elbow with all the other tourists (we referred to ourselves as sheep, "baaahhhhh...") until we finally made our way across the Charles Bridge and on to Josefov, which used to allow the Jews to leave and mingle freely only during the daytime, but required them to return to their homes and community by nightfall.  It?s important to note that this wasn't a Nazi-era edict, but rather stretches back for hundreds of years and speaks to the long, uneasy history between Jews and Gentiles in this part of the world.

Today, however, Josefov is abuzz with commerce, and the streets are lined with the same designer stores one sees in New York, Paris, or London. Gucci, D&G, and Jimmy Choo are all there, existing in an atemporal consumerist utopia and oblivious to the history of the streets on which they reside.   Sitting just down the street from these temples of fashion and conspicuous consumption is the Old New Synagogue, which was built in the 13th Century is Europe's oldest active synagogue.


No pictures were not allowed inside, and we found this more than once on our trip. I wonder why it is that the none of the cathedrals we visited had any qualms about photography whereas some of the synagogues did.  Perhaps it has something to do with the second commandment, but I'm really not sure. Similarly, inside the Old New Synagogue, all male visitors must cover their heads and are given a disposable kipa. I appreciated this adherence to religious tenet, which was present in all the synagogues we visited but not so much at the Christian churches, whose religious purpose seemed to be secondary to their value as a tourist attraction.

Outside of the Old New Synagogue is the Old Jewish Cemetery, which was the only burial place for Prague's Jews for hundreds of years. Jewish law requires that bodies be interred underground, and space constraints in Josefov ultimately resulted in bodies being buried one on top of the other, with headstones eventually crammed together so close that they now look like a collapsed pile of dominoes.  Unfortunately, my yin and I deemed the cost of walking through this cemetery exorbitant and were thus forced to settle for a view from the street:



Heading out of Josefov towards Staré Město Náměsti ("Old Town Square"), we encountered this statue dedicated to Franz Kafka, which I deemed to be appropriately absurd:



Eventually we made our way to our destination, where we were welcomed not only by this impressive statue:



But also by the famed Astronomical Clock:



Where someone had decided to get married on this particular day:



Of  course why anyone would want to be married at Old Town Square is beyond me because the place can only be described as a cross between Times Square and the 17th Century. It is a tremendously large area, covered in cobblestones, surrounded by impressive edifices, and absolutely lousy with tourists. They line up to gawk at anything and everything, and I couldn?t help but notice on the café chalkboards that a glass of beer in this part of town cost just as much as it would back in the States. If you've never been to Prague, let me assure you that this is highly abnormal because elsewhere in the city a glass of beer is universally cheaper than soda, juice, coffee, or water.

Anyway, my yin and I were growing tired and feeling all the classic symptoms: stiff back, heavy legs, and a lurking sense of general crankiness.  Taking a cue from this man, we decided to go back to our hotel and take a load off:



And walking by the Jubilee Synagogue along the way:



After an hour's worth of rest and a quick shower, my yin headed out once more, eating dinner at a small Afghani restaurant and then going to the National Theater complex where we had tickets for an 8 o'clock show at this modern-looking building next to the Národní divaldo, which reminded me a bit of a Rubik's Cube:

 

The group was called Laterna magika, a multimedia dance troupe, and the show was called Graffiti, which was easily one of the most visually impressive dance performances I've ever seen. Using polarized sheets of glass set on an angle and a set of rectangular white squares (resembling horizontal blinds) on the ceiling, the designer was able to create amazing optical effects using projection, which alternately made the dancers look ghostly or real, clearly in view or utterly obscured.

The most impressive effect was when the dancers synchronized their movement with recorded images of the same movement, which gave the impression of a living, moving memory, replete with all the distortions and inconsistencies that give them their power.  It reminded me of Chris Marker's work, only more so.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

redux: short eulogy for Merce Cunningham

i saw him only
1
time
4
years ago in Miami.
i watched red numbers
counting down
0:20:00
until
0:00:00
nothing
i watched green numbers
counting up to
1:30:00
(applause)
i watched him bow
wheelchaired and prophetic.


Thursday, May 19, 2011

bear(d)s

My yin and I are leaving on our honeymoon in less than a week, and today marks the last time I plan on shaving between now and sometime the end of next month. I've grown a beard only once before, at the end of the last millennium, when I was on tour with a well-known modern dance company. I referred to it as my "protest beard" to anyone who would listen, and when asked exactly what I was protesting, I would respond in my very best impersonation (which was not very good) of Marlon Brando in The Wild One:


"Whadya got?"

But this is beside the point.

The point is that I'm protesting nothing this time, merely responding to the inconveniences of spending so much time in a tent. Running water will be a luxury for at least the middle third of our journey, and I don't want to be shaving in creeks at sunrise every morning when I could be snapping photos with our new camera, currently en route:


I do not remember the last object that inspired such obsession.

Furthermore, my yin's cousin is especially heavily-bearded, and I need all the lead time I can get before we reach his home in Boulder one week from tomorrow. It would be shameful to show up with a scraggy little beard that could be mistaken for simple laziness, or even worse, the inability to grow facial hair altogether.

There is nothing more untrustworthy than a clean-shaven outdoorsman – and this applies even to temporary, honeymooning outdoorsmen like myself. I'm of the firm belief that growing a beard brings one closer to nature, which is especially important in my case because I have a substantial, imaginary fear of bears.


They have one on the state flag for heaven's sake!

I've been told this fear is both unnecessary and unfounded (as opposed to contrived and perfomative), but I have seen proof of what happens to city slickers who go off into the woods in search of themselves.


for my response to Grizzly Man click here

Although my mountain upbringing and the fact that my surname is a corruption of the word "bear" would probably protect me from the worst of the maulings, it still seems prudent to enter Into the Wild:

[slippage: 34 months ago

At what price freedom?
If one must go somewhere to get it
is it really free at all?

I have not truly considered
the size of this life
how infinite and small my being.

Contemplating dharma and meaning;
there are untold possibilities
stretching in every direction from this single moment

and these twenty-six letters are not big enough.

Imagining myself in the wilderness
with only pen and paper.
The writing would change
but the pads would still be filled
the intricate balance of dandelion and larva.

Caterpillars spinning their coffins.

There is no end.
There is no beginning.
And one of the meanest lies we tell
ourselves: there is something better than now.

The breath in lungs, the blood in veins, the pen in hand.
I cannot write what is touched and if it were to open, if it were to open…
There is nothing more than what is, and what appears is, truly is not.

Was the path I took any less desolate than that of Alexander Supertramp?



and return to present]

with as much facial hair as possible. I do not want to end up like those dreamers and fools in Alaska...

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

on (not) buying my new iPad

Yesterday my yin and I braved one of those big box retailers in search of a new portable speaker system for her iPod. We had no intention of purchasing it there, but she needed to hear it in person before ordering it online. I wonder how many other people do this – using the brick and mortar stores to test drive the latest gadgets, but making the actual purchase from some unseen retailer in the sky.


This practice has to be one of the most convenient blind spots in my repertoire, pretending to consume less by avoiding physical, tangible corporations, and embracing instead virtual entities that are actually much larger, more dominant, and exert even greater control over the markets. Of course late capitalism, among other things, is unique in its ability to eliminate viable political alternatives while simultaneously creating an illusion of freedom and choice. Part of the above retailer's appeal is that it still feels edgy in someway, as if the brand has been permanently drenched in the utopian digital naiveté of the late Nineties.

But this is beside the point.

The point is that my yin and I found a suitable replacement, came home, and ordered it for thirty dollars less than we could have bought it in the store. It will be here tomorrow without either the burden of taxes or shipping fees. But, if it's really true that you can't get something for nothing, I wonder who's paying the cost.



While we were at that big box retailer, I also scouted out the new iPad. My main interest in it wasn't the cool factor (though it is) or even the numerous conveniences (which are undeniable) that it would allow. I wanted to know one thing: What will the iPad allow me to do that I can't do already?

The BlogPress app made a compelling argument...

The whole experience left me questioning the objects we think we need to realize the dreams of our imaginations. Initially, it seemed that the iPad might allow me to write more on the road, but I'm not so sure that a lack of technology is the problem. Maybe it's just a matter of following through on the ideas and inspirations and ambitions we feel flitting in and out of the mind and swarm around us like gnats in the summer.

These same impulses less frequently find the time to define and align into the signs and symbols and images that might help us make sense of this world around us, and I wonder if some of the so-called conveniences don't sometimes interfere with the creative process itself.

With so many options, sometimes it's hard to focus.

Art and poetry and literature and music were made long before the transistor, long before the integrated circuit, and long before 3G and 4G. Speaking of, I wonder what Martha G would say if she were alive today.


Martha Graham (1894-1991); today is her birthday.

(She would smile, touch my arm with her ancient hand, and speak:)

"There is a wonderful Icelandic term: 'doom eager.' You are doom eager for destiny no matter what it costs you. The ordeal of isolation, the ordeal of loneliness, the ordeal of doubt, the ordeal of vulnerability - which it takes to create in any medium - is hard to face. You know when this thing is coming on you. You know when you walk the streets by the hour. When the restlessness comes, when you are sick with an idea, with something that will not come out."
[lapse]

The iPad is out (at least for the time being) and I suppose it's just as well...

Friday, December 3, 2010

reasons to love John Cage (some rules for students and teachers)

i took my French final this afternoon, which marks the (un)official close of my semester. i still have to submit the grades for my courses, but since Art Basel has descended once more, that task will have to wait until after the weekend.
but this is beside the point.

the point is that the end of each semester brings its own period of reflection – what it means to teach, what it means to learn, what it means to be engaged in the ritual of creating knowledge. for whatever reason, i stumbled across this morsel of wisdom as i was sifting through the bookmarks folder of my web browser. it's attributed to John Cage, and since Merce Cunningham Dance Company is giving one of their final performances tonight in Miami, it seems especially appropriate to pay homage to one of the artists who helped make the Company what it –

(let us observe
a moment of:



the tense begins to shift;
present to past, from is to...

was.
)


john cage: some rules for students and teachers

RULE ONE: Find a place you trust, and then try trusting it for awhile.

RULE TWO: General duties of a student - pull everything out of your teacher; pull everything out of your fellow students.

RULE THREE: General duties of a teacher - pull everything out of your students.

RULE FOUR: Consider everything an experiment.

RULE FIVE: be self-disciplined - this means finding someone wise or smart and choosing to follow them. To be disciplined is to follow in a good way. To be self-disciplined is to follow in a better way.

RULE SIX: Nothing is a mistake. There's no win and no fail, there's only make.

RULE SEVEN: The only rule is work. If you work it will lead to something. It's the people who do all of the work all of the time who eventually catch on to things.

RULE EIGHT: Don't try to create and analyze at the same time. They're different processes.

RULE NINE: Be happy whenever you can manage it. Enjoy yourself. It's lighter than you think.

RULE TEN: "We're breaking all the rules. Even our own rules. And how do we do that? By leaving plenty of room for X quantities." (John Cage)

HINTS: Always be around. Come or go to everything. Always go to classes. Read anything you can get your hands on. Look at movies carefully, often. Save everything - it might come in handy later.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

(re)remembering Merce Cunningham


i saw him only



1
time
2
years ago in Miami.
i watched red numbers
counting down
0:20:00
until
0:00:00
nothing
i watched green numbers
counting up to
1:30:00
(applause)
i watched him bow



wheelchaired and prophetic.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

9 at 12th and sixth

last night my yin and i went to:



which was held at an abandoned furniture store in Little Havana:



it was your typical guerilla art galley, complete with vacant storefronts, adolescents guzzling cans of beer from paper bags, and a barbershop that reminded me of the one i went to as a child:


but this is beside the point.

the point is that couple of our friends organized the event and we were excited to catch up on our respective comings and goings. i've been busy with School, my yin busy with Season, and they only got back from Colombia a couple of weeks.

in addition to putting on the show, their work was also on display:

his


hers

over the course of the evening, we discussed John Cage, Merce Cunningham, and Wong Kar-wai, and i tried to explain the above artwork to a very short elderly woman, who had absolutely no fluency in SMS text messaging:



the night ended in North Miami over a large sacramental pizza half-covered in fungi, and when we got home, this is what my yin had to say about the experience:


Sunday, April 18, 2010

10 things that happened over the weekend

1. Saw one
peacock 2. Canoed
past an alligator. 3. Completed
one book proposal. 4. Enjoyed one party
shut down by police. 5. Attended one modern
dance performance. 6. Witnessed yin caught off-guard by
an orgasm.
7. Learned that "it takes a team to make a family." 8.
Watched a drunken gourmet chef urinate in a
garden. 9. Gave two dollars in change to a
parking lot bodhisattva. 10. Listened
to a defense attorney rant
about "the Christian
Taliban."

Sunday, January 31, 2010

my life ≠ ballet

it's overcast, i'm listening to Peter Murphy, and the past three days have found me boxed into a theater with a dance company from Great Britain. if my life corresponded to their ballets, it might read like:



i picked a random card from a tarot deck this morning:

"Dropping the Past"

i watched my mind wander to the wondering of past nights. i've been having odd flashbacks of long car rides to Raleigh and dreams of calling a former lover. her answering machine picks up and tells me that although no more messages will be accepted, more than 100 people are sending good vibes.



i asked a Turkish woman:
"how many times have you heard this song?"

"twice a day for the past year."
"that's more than 700 times."

"yes."
i did not ask:

what is the relationship between puppet and string?


Act 3: Blow Over

all this will blow over
these fragments of the past
i am to me
as Alice


is to Glass.

Monday, July 27, 2009

short eulogy for Merce Cunningham

i saw him only
1
time
2
years ago in Miami.
i watched red numbers
counting down
0:20:00
until
0:00:00
nothing
i watched green numbers
counting up to
1:30:00
(applause)
i watched him bow
wheelchaired and prophetic.

Monday, June 8, 2009

the waiting room

i woke at 5:30am from a dream of a waiting room that was not the waiting room for what i once waited for. in the waiting room was: one long brown table, no windows, and a single wooden chair. on top of the table was my wallet, and although i did not remember losing it, i was grateful to find it. the cash was still there, the quote from Martha Graham was taped inside, and i left the room out into the pouring rain, knowing that the waiting was over. but this waiting room was not that waiting room, and herein lies the point:

i once waited for that waiting room at 6am on cold December mornings with a full bladder and a broken leather jacket with the seams falling apart. i once waited for that waiting room wearing a toboggan (see definition #3) and driving a half ton dump truck, impatiently waiting for the heater to kick in. i once waited for that waiting room with a woman i met on a cold night in north Florida, when i tried to escape my dharma.

Monday, January 26, 2009

trinity / beautiful places

i have two trinties in my window sill:

three obscure (living) women, two famous (dead) men,
one immortal whose words and presence permeate them all.

i reside somewhere in the middle of forces i do not understand;

it is a beautiful place to be.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

the balance between ease and effort

i can take, at most, two hours at a time. i try to stop just short of the Madness, but sometimes memories of the Fear shadow my dreams. these are the nights i wake at: 1:10am, 4:20am, 5:30am from dreams of [her]. i am balancing between ease and effort; the final pieces are falling into place.

i lack only one name.

the documents aren't getting any easier to read, but they are getting shorter. and i know the scope of the artifacts from the first six months far exceeds that of the next six years. tonight i wish i had someone with whom i could share it all, but i sleep alone.

"There is a wonderful Icelandic term: 'doom eager.' You are doom eager for destiny no matter what it costs you. The ordeal of isolation, the ordeal of loneliness, the ordeal of doubt, the ordeal of vulnerability - which it takes to create in any medium - is hard to face. You know when this thing is coming on you. You know when you walk the streets by the hour. When the restlessness comes, when you are sick with an idea, with something that will not come out."
- Martha Graham

i lack only one name.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

grrr...

i haven't really written in weeks, there are storms bearing east, and my emergency preparedness consists primarily of wasabi almonds.

my caffeine intake has regressed from sacramental to habitual.

one cup (every morning) iced.
one cup every morning (iced).
(one cup) every morning iced.

these are the little games i play when i'm sick of the waiting for the words to come out. i channel Martha Graham and dream of Iceland. i watch each night the rise and fall of expectation, wondering when this pause will birth my next breath.

the shutters are up now, and i'm reminded of butterflies and coffins.