the point is that, other than my disappointment with iWeb's blog template, the process has been relatively painless. it has also allowed me to note some key differences between:
back then i was playing in a fledgling band, hoarding Converse One Stars, and deluded by visions of grandeur; now i write in a fledgling form, hoard Converse One Stars, and still suffer from delusions.
some things never change.
(untrue)
the difference is that grandeur has been replaced by delusions less obvious, and today i tell myself subtler lies like:
this is my body.
these are my thoughts.
i am a student. i am a teacher.
these are my thoughts.
i am a student. i am a teacher.
these things are untrue as well, but i have to keep reminding myself, and the most pernicious fallacy is the nagging persistent belief that i am an individual locked into my own insurmountable subjectivity
– the breath in my lungs, the sight in my eyes, the sound in my ears –
all of the seductive beauty that goes along with being human. it reminds me of a dinner conversation i had in January, but this is also beside the point.
the point is that i hope to have the site up and going within the next couple of weeks, check back here for details...
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